Re-up-ed my pre-roll supply yesterday. Gotta make it last for the month. Enjoying a j now. Slowly getting as high as I get now. Life is slow. This is especially so at the local lake near a walking trail and a disc golf course. What will I do today? Life-activities, their process, does shape human nature. What’s my nature now? Chill. Reasonable. Individualistic. A couple good. One bad. These change based on what I do, especially what I do to change what I am, as Galeano said. What do I want to change myself to be? Calm. Reasonable. A fighter for social justice along communist lines. A good partner to the person I love. I can achieve these changes. Not sure why I am saying this here, but getting high while writing made me do it. This is my high thought. Long-winded, unfocused, and boring. Now I get my second j. I light it up. Unsure what awaits, other than a meal, a nap, and the bar later, I elevate my high. Hope for big news to come. Whatever that is, let it be good.
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